Wednesday, February 28
somehow, i'm dying.
for some particular reasons.
ily.
for some particular reasons.
ily.
what we could have been, 2/28/2007 02:48:00 AM.
Tuesday, February 27
i'm just so tired from those cries.
when emo struck,
no one including me could control it.
the worst of all,
i dont even know the reasons to my tears.
it just cant stop.
perhaps tears just fall when one's heart is lonely.
in the end, all i get is just swollen eyes,
setbacks & realities.
i miss you, seriously.
when emo struck,
no one including me could control it.
the worst of all,
i dont even know the reasons to my tears.
it just cant stop.
perhaps tears just fall when one's heart is lonely.
in the end, all i get is just swollen eyes,
setbacks & realities.
i miss you, seriously.
what we could have been, 2/27/2007 02:30:00 AM.
Monday, February 26
hi hi. (:
didnt get to blog yst.
cos i went zhenyi's friend hse to bai nian.
super funny plus fun.
cos there's alot relatives in her hse.
so we went into the room and watched tv.
den we had steamboat,
played poker cards.
we gambled a lil,
i won 18 dollars.
den after that we "lao yu sheng".
after which we continued to play.
den, i lost everything. -.-
luckily i know when to stop,
so i watched them play.
slowly slowly,
the hse only left with friends.
cos by the time it's already 1am.
but they continued playing poker.
den suggested mahjong.
so i listened to mp3 plus watch tv.
(dont ask me how i do it, i can multi-task very well.)
by the time they play finish mj,
it's already 3am plus.
while preparing to go home,
they say wanna go eat macdonals.
LMAO.
so, we went for mac breakfast.
& i had my all time fav, HOTCAKES. (:
so we sat there and chat while eating.
till 5am. -.-
and i swear it's the first time i go home so late.
by the time we're in the cab home,
i'm still very very hyper.
cam-whoring,
den laughing & laughing.
but when i saw my bed,
i'm dead tired, totally. (:
and i woke up at 2pm this afternoon.
that explains why i'm still here at 4.20am. (:
and i'm chatting with my twinnie wang zi.
LMAO.
the chats between us is totally hilarious.
extremely kua zhang,
super funny,
very weird,
plus uper fun. (:
he told me some meaningful sentences just for me. (:
"nevamind about ytd .. look forward to today (:"
"公主 jiu shi 公主."
"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction"
i love my twinnie. (:
oh ya,
he calls me DA POTATOO gong zhu.
while i call him KUKU wang zi.
lmao.
now tell me,
are we just too bored? (:
meeting junn tml to boonlay.
to get our cards signed.
den going market street for our cravings.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
afterwhich, we're going marina square.
to shop shop shop & shop.
and most probably, manda's going.
LOVES myangels. (:
so i guess i shld go to bed now.
cos i'm meeting junn at 8.45am. -.-
tatas guys. (:
BYEBYES.
i just couldnt summon up my courage.
knowing that i miss you badly,
yet just staring into the phone.
i'm such a loser. :(
i'll never forget those stuffs you've did for me.
you, watching me sleep,
me, drawing on your back,
and us, sharing the noodles we cooked.
you're looking forward, i know.
didnt get to blog yst.
cos i went zhenyi's friend hse to bai nian.
super funny plus fun.
cos there's alot relatives in her hse.
so we went into the room and watched tv.
den we had steamboat,
played poker cards.
we gambled a lil,
i won 18 dollars.
den after that we "lao yu sheng".
after which we continued to play.
den, i lost everything. -.-
luckily i know when to stop,
so i watched them play.
slowly slowly,
the hse only left with friends.
cos by the time it's already 1am.
but they continued playing poker.
den suggested mahjong.
so i listened to mp3 plus watch tv.
(dont ask me how i do it, i can multi-task very well.)
by the time they play finish mj,
it's already 3am plus.
while preparing to go home,
they say wanna go eat macdonals.
LMAO.
so, we went for mac breakfast.
& i had my all time fav, HOTCAKES. (:
so we sat there and chat while eating.
till 5am. -.-
and i swear it's the first time i go home so late.
by the time we're in the cab home,
i'm still very very hyper.
cam-whoring,
den laughing & laughing.
but when i saw my bed,
i'm dead tired, totally. (:
and i woke up at 2pm this afternoon.
that explains why i'm still here at 4.20am. (:
and i'm chatting with my twinnie wang zi.
LMAO.
the chats between us is totally hilarious.
extremely kua zhang,
super funny,
very weird,
plus uper fun. (:
he told me some meaningful sentences just for me. (:
"nevamind about ytd .. look forward to today (:"
"公主 jiu shi 公主."
"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction"
i love my twinnie. (:
oh ya,
he calls me DA POTATOO gong zhu.
while i call him KUKU wang zi.
lmao.
now tell me,
are we just too bored? (:
meeting junn tml to boonlay.
to get our cards signed.
den going market street for our cravings.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
afterwhich, we're going marina square.
to shop shop shop & shop.
and most probably, manda's going.
LOVES myangels. (:
so i guess i shld go to bed now.
cos i'm meeting junn at 8.45am. -.-
tatas guys. (:
BYEBYES.
i just couldnt summon up my courage.
knowing that i miss you badly,
yet just staring into the phone.
i'm such a loser. :(
i'll never forget those stuffs you've did for me.
you, watching me sleep,
me, drawing on your back,
and us, sharing the noodles we cooked.
you're looking forward, i know.
what we could have been, 2/26/2007 02:55:00 AM.
Saturday, February 24
oh hi everyone! (:
town-ed with miss vivien today.
walked from far east to heeren,
& back to far east again. -.-
it was raining uper heavily,
so i told her to stay in heeren first.
but that crazy girl insisted on walking.
in the end, i got drenched. -.-
and i swear those heels are KILLER.
cos my feet hurts like hell. :(
lol. (:
it was just total craziness today.
she, yelled my FULL name across the shop.
she, dragged me here and there.
she, whined & whined.
she, rolled eyes at people.
me, took photos of her secretly.
me, agreed in whatever she says.
me, searched high & low for something.
me, laughed like no one's bothering.
we, headed num for hunks.
we, laughed at ahpeks who drools at teenagers.
we, walked to & fro somerset and orchard mrt.
we, had fun. (:
and miss vivien said i look slimmer,
or probably grew skinnier.
i was on clouds nine at first,
but i started to lol + rofl + lmao.
becos thats the joke of century.
she must be joking abt me looking slimmer.
cos i'm still that omgosh-fat-looking zy. (:
had pasta mania for lunch.
marinara again. -.-
totally have no appetite.
& when vivien finished her baked rice,
my plate was still full of linguine. =\
cos i only ate the ingredients.
totally bloated.
ps: i'm not on a diet ohplease. -.- i know i'm fleshy, but i just dont have the determination to go for a diet. (:
vivien was looking for bags,
while me, for that something special. (:
spotted some ____ which is nice.
and i have kinda decided on which to buy.
but whether he like it anot is another question.
and it's bugging me definately.
cos i'm afraid the ___ might not suit him.
worried he might not like the color.
thinking that what if he doesnt like it.
or he doesnt even need it.
burrrr, i'm dying soon. :(
hmmph,
if nothing goes wrong,
i will buy it on, WED. (:
can ask manda & junn for opinions also. (:
weets. (:
pls bless that he will like it. =\
okayokays,
i'm totally exausted now.
cos it's 4am and i only slept for 3 hrs last night.
so, i'll just post 2 of my freshly editted pic.
thanks for your sms.
i felt loved after that. (:
imy.
you know i've never give up on you.
you know it.
what we could have been, 2/24/2007 03:12:00 AM.
Friday, February 23
going town with miss vivien tml.
for my cafe interview.
going town on monday with junn.
to hand up time sheet to agency.
going town on wed.
meeting up with manda & junn.
see the link?
yea, going town is the key-word. -.-
my next plan is to move to somewhere near town.
so that it will be easier for me & my friends. (:
LOL. just joking. (:
it seems that town is BORING to me.
cos it's either far east, heeren or cine.
and huge crowds plus long walks.
i'm totally tired of it.
but i'm not sure why i'm still going there that often.
burrrrr.
wellwell,
finally 8th is my pay day.
and i'm so excited over a few hundred bulks. =\
i've made plans on how to spend it.
definately a wise method. (:
weets,
this is basically how i want my week to be.
1) search for the ideal cap for his b'day. <3
2) meet up with my loved ones.
3) spot nice heels.
4) find more tops & bottoms.
5) window-shopping till i get my pay.
6) go for interview & hopefully will get it. (:
7) all the way to boonlay den to shaw house, to hand up time sheet.
8) hopefully buy skinny jeans & dresses.
9) be happy and nothing goes wrong.
10) big big improvement between me & him. (:
ohwells, no. 1 & 10 are my top priority for now.
becos no.3 & 7 is already confirmed. (:
and no. 3, 4, 5 & 8 doesnt really matters much.
so, yeas.
alrights,
i have to wake up at 8.30am tml.
to meet my missy vivien. (:
BYEBYES world.
i miss you.
i miss star-glazing.
i miss otis spunkmeyer.
i miss polar distilled water.
i miss your smiles.
i miss your visits.
i miss your sms.
i miss your "no thanks."
i miss you scaring me.
i miss 六月的雨.
i miss you.
dont ever give up yourself.
i'll always be here.
for my cafe interview.
going town on monday with junn.
to hand up time sheet to agency.
going town on wed.
meeting up with manda & junn.
see the link?
yea, going town is the key-word. -.-
my next plan is to move to somewhere near town.
so that it will be easier for me & my friends. (:
LOL. just joking. (:
it seems that town is BORING to me.
cos it's either far east, heeren or cine.
and huge crowds plus long walks.
i'm totally tired of it.
but i'm not sure why i'm still going there that often.
burrrrr.
wellwell,
finally 8th is my pay day.
and i'm so excited over a few hundred bulks. =\
i've made plans on how to spend it.
definately a wise method. (:
weets,
this is basically how i want my week to be.
1) search for the ideal cap for his b'day. <3
2) meet up with my loved ones.
3) spot nice heels.
4) find more tops & bottoms.
5) window-shopping till i get my pay.
6) go for interview & hopefully will get it. (:
7) all the way to boonlay den to shaw house, to hand up time sheet.
8) hopefully buy skinny jeans & dresses.
9) be happy and nothing goes wrong.
10) big big improvement between me & him. (:
ohwells, no. 1 & 10 are my top priority for now.
becos no.3 & 7 is already confirmed. (:
and no. 3, 4, 5 & 8 doesnt really matters much.
so, yeas.
alrights,
i have to wake up at 8.30am tml.
to meet my missy vivien. (:
BYEBYES world.
i miss you.
i miss star-glazing.
i miss otis spunkmeyer.
i miss polar distilled water.
i miss your smiles.
i miss your visits.
i miss your sms.
i miss your "no thanks."
i miss you scaring me.
i miss 六月的雨.
i miss you.
dont ever give up yourself.
i'll always be here.
what we could have been, 2/23/2007 02:22:00 AM.
my otis spunkmeyer love.
the muffin is squashed.
same goes to my heart. :(
alrights, seriously,
i dont know whats wrong with me.
cos my mood just simply crashed all the way down.
after some self reflection,
i somehow manage to pick up bits & pieces.
and i guess my reason of feeling down is, him?
i dont know how to phrase it.
or how shld i put it in,
things between me & him is really giving me a big headache.
and like what i've expected,
we've drifted super far away from each other.
it makes me feel like i'm so alone.
and i seriously have no one to turn to.
cos i feel what i'm thinking might sound super silly,
to other ppl of cos.
thats why i choose to rant in my blog.
cos it seems like i'm the only one reading it. (:
it seems like i'm the one imagining things.
it's like i'm acting double character in my own show.
well, "scorpio tends to get jealous over trivial things."
& i find it super true.
but i hate that kind of insecure feeling.
perhaps not insecure,
just the feeling of not being assured.
i'm facing a weird yet mixed feeling.
somehow,
i'm feeling quite excited now.
cos your b'day is just around the corner.
and i've finally decided what to buy.
weets, i'll shop for it somewhere next week. (:
hope you like it. (:
yeayeas,
i admit i like you.
the muffin is squashed.
same goes to my heart. :(
alrights, seriously,
i dont know whats wrong with me.
cos my mood just simply crashed all the way down.
after some self reflection,
i somehow manage to pick up bits & pieces.
and i guess my reason of feeling down is, him?
i dont know how to phrase it.
or how shld i put it in,
things between me & him is really giving me a big headache.
and like what i've expected,
we've drifted super far away from each other.
it makes me feel like i'm so alone.
and i seriously have no one to turn to.
cos i feel what i'm thinking might sound super silly,
to other ppl of cos.
thats why i choose to rant in my blog.
cos it seems like i'm the only one reading it. (:
it seems like i'm the one imagining things.
it's like i'm acting double character in my own show.
well, "scorpio tends to get jealous over trivial things."
& i find it super true.
but i hate that kind of insecure feeling.
perhaps not insecure,
just the feeling of not being assured.
i'm facing a weird yet mixed feeling.
somehow,
i'm feeling quite excited now.
cos your b'day is just around the corner.
and i've finally decided what to buy.
weets, i'll shop for it somewhere next week. (:
hope you like it. (:
yeayeas,
i admit i like you.
what we could have been, 2/23/2007 01:02:00 AM.
Thursday, February 22
oh yeas.
finally manage to wake up at 11am today.
a big big achievement. (:
//pats on my shoulder. (:
vivien called to ask me go all the way down to bugis,
to accompany her for lunch. -.-
joshua called me to tell me to go down pokka tml to get things signed.
as usual, last min notice again. -.-
bong called cos i need to inform her what joshua said.
called mydearest to chat abt something.
now tell me, how can i fall asleep again?
but it isnt a bad thing either. (:
well,
i dreamt of him again.
and i dont like it,
cos it causes images to reappear.
in the dream, it's something good.
but i guess in reality,
it's wont be good.
cos dreams are opposite of reality. (:
but, i'm not habouring any hopes anymore.
cos i know he's doing very well recently.
so, thats all folks. (:
somehow,
i'm just wondering abt something.
i've been blogging & blogging.
but, is there anyone reading it?
LOL.
but, who cares anyway..
i just cant stop blogging.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
& i'm still waiting for the sms. (:
imy.
tang yu zhe - zui ai hai shi ni
finally manage to wake up at 11am today.
a big big achievement. (:
//pats on my shoulder. (:
vivien called to ask me go all the way down to bugis,
to accompany her for lunch. -.-
joshua called me to tell me to go down pokka tml to get things signed.
as usual, last min notice again. -.-
bong called cos i need to inform her what joshua said.
called mydearest to chat abt something.
now tell me, how can i fall asleep again?
but it isnt a bad thing either. (:
well,
i dreamt of him again.
and i dont like it,
cos it causes images to reappear.
in the dream, it's something good.
but i guess in reality,
it's wont be good.
cos dreams are opposite of reality. (:
but, i'm not habouring any hopes anymore.
cos i know he's doing very well recently.
so, thats all folks. (:
somehow,
i'm just wondering abt something.
i've been blogging & blogging.
but, is there anyone reading it?
LOL.
but, who cares anyway..
i just cant stop blogging.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
& i'm still waiting for the sms. (:
imy.
tang yu zhe - zui ai hai shi ni
what we could have been, 2/22/2007 12:35:00 PM.
heyheys,
somehow my life is back to square one again.
cos i slept at 5am last night,
and woke up at 3pm this afternoon.
and i watched tv the whole day,
rotting like nobody's business.
becos i'm out of job again.
HAHAHHAS.
okayokays, not out of job.
is they only need me for 2 weeks.
so yea, i'm free again. (:
but i'm trying hard to get another job asap.
burrrr, out of job isnt something nice.
i miss everyone at shell kiosk.
no matter is the people working inside the kiosk,
or the uncles outside pumping petrol.
cos they are the best uncles & aunties i've ever seen.
and also,
i miss those customers who really chatted with me.
asif i'm their daughter or something. (:
awwww,
and also, no more rides home. :(
HAHAHAHS.
shit,
no working means no income.
there goes my brand new camera,
brand new mp3 player,
my long long shopping list,
not to mention a new hp. =\
actually,
nothing much happen today.
just feel like blogging for the sake of blogging.
totally addicted to blogging. SLAPS.
ohwell,
some stuffs did happen.
it's abt the guy who pesters me 24/7,
making me super irritated by his actions.
so, twinnie acted my "bf".
(cos it's a last min thingy.)
and zhenyi participated.
the main motive is to make a white lie that i'm attached.
so that he wont pester me anymore.
but it's super funny becos he acted like some hooligan.
aggitating twinnie to go down to meet him to settle.
although i didnt speak thru out the whole conversation,
but i was reading it all the way.
and what zhenyi said really made me rofl.
alrights,
enough of him.
let's pray everything will be fine,
and our method works. (:
on the lighter note,
he's coming back like tomorrow!
okayokays, today.
cos it's 4am now. -.-
weets, i'm excited plus uper happy.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh ya, his b'day is coming.
and what to buy for him is the biggest question that bugs me.
i need some time for brainstorming.
BYEBYES guys. (:
六月的雨,
是我和你的故事,
还是你和她的故事?
快乐 我哭 是因为你的手;
曾答应带我向前走 .
难过 我哭 是因为我的手;
找不到你说的 以后.
你还好吗? 我的朋友.
somehow my life is back to square one again.
cos i slept at 5am last night,
and woke up at 3pm this afternoon.
and i watched tv the whole day,
rotting like nobody's business.
becos i'm out of job again.
HAHAHHAS.
okayokays, not out of job.
is they only need me for 2 weeks.
so yea, i'm free again. (:
but i'm trying hard to get another job asap.
burrrr, out of job isnt something nice.
i miss everyone at shell kiosk.
no matter is the people working inside the kiosk,
or the uncles outside pumping petrol.
cos they are the best uncles & aunties i've ever seen.
and also,
i miss those customers who really chatted with me.
asif i'm their daughter or something. (:
awwww,
and also, no more rides home. :(
HAHAHAHS.
shit,
no working means no income.
there goes my brand new camera,
brand new mp3 player,
my long long shopping list,
not to mention a new hp. =\
actually,
nothing much happen today.
just feel like blogging for the sake of blogging.
totally addicted to blogging. SLAPS.
ohwell,
some stuffs did happen.
it's abt the guy who pesters me 24/7,
making me super irritated by his actions.
so, twinnie acted my "bf".
(cos it's a last min thingy.)
and zhenyi participated.
the main motive is to make a white lie that i'm attached.
so that he wont pester me anymore.
but it's super funny becos he acted like some hooligan.
aggitating twinnie to go down to meet him to settle.
although i didnt speak thru out the whole conversation,
but i was reading it all the way.
and what zhenyi said really made me rofl.
alrights,
enough of him.
let's pray everything will be fine,
and our method works. (:
on the lighter note,
he's coming back like tomorrow!
okayokays, today.
cos it's 4am now. -.-
weets, i'm excited plus uper happy.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh ya, his b'day is coming.
and what to buy for him is the biggest question that bugs me.
i need some time for brainstorming.
BYEBYES guys. (:
六月的雨,
是我和你的故事,
还是你和她的故事?
快乐 我哭 是因为你的手;
曾答应带我向前走 .
难过 我哭 是因为我的手;
找不到你说的 以后.
你还好吗? 我的朋友.
what we could have been, 2/22/2007 03:09:00 AM.
Wednesday, February 21
yeayeas,
time to blog abt chinese new yr.
previously promised to blogged everything today.
so, here i am. (:
there's lots of stuffs that happened.
hope i'll recall everything and post it all up. (:
Day 1 - 18th feb 'o7
1&2 : the grams i love the most.
3: cheeky staniel. (:
4: best tasting steamboat. =DDDDD
5: the scenario that can only be found there.
6&7: me and shiya.
8: shiya, zhenyi & zhenying. (:
9: i'm still wondering how did the cat did that.
10: paternal side - only shoes are THAT close.
cny has been fun for me.
esp meeting my favourite cousins at my maternal grams hse.
cos we're so close till anyone could imagine.
i love cam-whoring with shiya.
i love snuggling up to jp and making him irrated.
i love arguing with jp.
i love jokes from da boy & xiao boy.
& of cos, i love my grams. (:
we usually have endless stuffs to talk abt.
although grams hse is small,
but it's the only side where i can see cousins squeezing together.
and definately warmth & love was felt. (:
of cos, i love them to chunks. (:
i still remember the times when my maternal grams fetch me from kindergarten.
and those times when they protected me from getting caned by my mom cos i didnt complete my homework.
in the past, i do not understand the love they've showered on me.
but as times goes by,
it somehow dawned on me that they are getting older.
and age is catching up them.
i know one day,
we will definately face the cycle of life.
but oh please, i dont want it to be so soon yet.
cos there are still so many unfulfilled things i've not shared.
including my love for them.
i will pray hard for them,
to bless them with longevity. (:
Day 2 - 19th feb 'o7
went to one of my relatives house.
at somewhere katong.
and it's super cool.
cos they have a liking of collecting antiques.
and their hse is designed so retro-ly.
it makes me feel i'm in a museum.
HAHAHHAS.
i didnt know i have such cool relatives.
went jp's hse at night with parents.
walked that familiar pathway.
that one which filled with lots of memories.
no matter it's happy or sad ones.
to think back,
the last time we walked together was probably 5 months ago?
while walking, i started staring blank.
and my footsteps slowed down.
i stopped to take a last look at that pathway.
cos i'll most likely not walk there anymore. (:
Day 3 - 20th feb 'o7
went dad's friend hse at phoenix drive.
kinda bored.
and i spend my day watching tv,
and of cos, endless smiles to ppl.
i didnt bring my cam out.
that explains why there's no photos.
i have lots of stuffs to blog abt.
but i'm super tired plus lazy.
alrights, i remembered one.
cos i went shiya's hse for visting.
so we took bus 17 cos daddy isn't driving.
the bus was a lil crowded.
and i just sit on any empty spaces.
cos my legs are so tired due to those heels.
and i'm wearing a short skirt plus my bag isnt that big to cover my whole lap.
so i didnt even realise the person sitting beside me is an old uncle.
i didnt imagine much.
just try my best to be careful.
but something caught my attention.
i saw something on his lap.
hanging there.
so, i glanced at it.
den, i saw his hp hanging there. -.-
so i continued sms-ing.
but later thought to myself,
"eh, where got ppl put phone that side one?"
den i looked at it again.
to my surprise,
i saw his _ _ _ _ erecting.
i was like, "HUH? wth?"
so i leaned myself away from him.
fearing that he might anyhow think.
wa lao.
totally scares me.
i know i know,
i should just get up from my seat and move away.
but, i'm just super tired and there's no other seats left.
so, i can only endure.
blah! dirty old man. =\
oh yea,
recently, i'm being pestered by a guy.
i shant say out his name..
but you guys can ask me. (:
wellwell,
he's totally a irritatant.
he speaks rubbish,
telling me he LOVES me,
what i'm his everything,
and what he remember the stuffs i did for him,
and ask me to give him another chance,
he will promise to cherish me.
urgh, totally bull-shitting, seriously.
and no matter how harsh i told him it's impossible,
he just refuse to give up.
he just smses me every now & then,
from morning till mid-night,
making me super irritated.
i hate guys who pesters me.
worst still, he's a guy who lies and nearly costed my reputation to go downhill.
now tell me, shld i give him another chance?
definately a NO.
and i swear one more time he smses me,
telling me to give him one more chance,
i'll surely rant on him.
cos i have my limits.
and he's going overboard.
urgh, such guys are losers. (:
hmmphs,
i just watched xu wei lun's ying yue hui.
shall post the urls here.
i cried like some emoshit just now. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYFXwQRwBXs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6bWWr074Kg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ge29HfUfaw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sh4pD1laNmg
alrights,
i shall sleep now.
long john with zhenyi tml. (:
BYEBYES world.
finally it's 21st.
and you're coming back real soon.
take care & imy my friend. (:
i hope to see you continue studying.
dont give up.
and dont disappoint your mom's expectation.
cherish and appreciate her everything.
cos she did it for you. (:
imy.
time to blog abt chinese new yr.
previously promised to blogged everything today.
so, here i am. (:
there's lots of stuffs that happened.
hope i'll recall everything and post it all up. (:
Day 1 - 18th feb 'o7
1&2 : the grams i love the most.
3: cheeky staniel. (:
4: best tasting steamboat. =DDDDD
5: the scenario that can only be found there.
6&7: me and shiya.
8: shiya, zhenyi & zhenying. (:
9: i'm still wondering how did the cat did that.
10: paternal side - only shoes are THAT close.
cny has been fun for me.
esp meeting my favourite cousins at my maternal grams hse.
cos we're so close till anyone could imagine.
i love cam-whoring with shiya.
i love snuggling up to jp and making him irrated.
i love arguing with jp.
i love jokes from da boy & xiao boy.
& of cos, i love my grams. (:
we usually have endless stuffs to talk abt.
although grams hse is small,
but it's the only side where i can see cousins squeezing together.
and definately warmth & love was felt. (:
of cos, i love them to chunks. (:
i still remember the times when my maternal grams fetch me from kindergarten.
and those times when they protected me from getting caned by my mom cos i didnt complete my homework.
in the past, i do not understand the love they've showered on me.
but as times goes by,
it somehow dawned on me that they are getting older.
and age is catching up them.
i know one day,
we will definately face the cycle of life.
but oh please, i dont want it to be so soon yet.
cos there are still so many unfulfilled things i've not shared.
including my love for them.
i will pray hard for them,
to bless them with longevity. (:
Day 2 - 19th feb 'o7
went to one of my relatives house.
at somewhere katong.
and it's super cool.
cos they have a liking of collecting antiques.
and their hse is designed so retro-ly.
it makes me feel i'm in a museum.
HAHAHHAS.
i didnt know i have such cool relatives.
went jp's hse at night with parents.
walked that familiar pathway.
that one which filled with lots of memories.
no matter it's happy or sad ones.
to think back,
the last time we walked together was probably 5 months ago?
while walking, i started staring blank.
and my footsteps slowed down.
i stopped to take a last look at that pathway.
cos i'll most likely not walk there anymore. (:
Day 3 - 20th feb 'o7
went dad's friend hse at phoenix drive.
kinda bored.
and i spend my day watching tv,
and of cos, endless smiles to ppl.
i didnt bring my cam out.
that explains why there's no photos.
i have lots of stuffs to blog abt.
but i'm super tired plus lazy.
alrights, i remembered one.
cos i went shiya's hse for visting.
so we took bus 17 cos daddy isn't driving.
the bus was a lil crowded.
and i just sit on any empty spaces.
cos my legs are so tired due to those heels.
and i'm wearing a short skirt plus my bag isnt that big to cover my whole lap.
so i didnt even realise the person sitting beside me is an old uncle.
i didnt imagine much.
just try my best to be careful.
but something caught my attention.
i saw something on his lap.
hanging there.
so, i glanced at it.
den, i saw his hp hanging there. -.-
so i continued sms-ing.
but later thought to myself,
"eh, where got ppl put phone that side one?"
den i looked at it again.
to my surprise,
i saw his _ _ _ _ erecting.
i was like, "HUH? wth?"
so i leaned myself away from him.
fearing that he might anyhow think.
wa lao.
totally scares me.
i know i know,
i should just get up from my seat and move away.
but, i'm just super tired and there's no other seats left.
so, i can only endure.
blah! dirty old man. =\
oh yea,
recently, i'm being pestered by a guy.
i shant say out his name..
but you guys can ask me. (:
wellwell,
he's totally a irritatant.
he speaks rubbish,
telling me he LOVES me,
what i'm his everything,
and what he remember the stuffs i did for him,
and ask me to give him another chance,
he will promise to cherish me.
urgh, totally bull-shitting, seriously.
and no matter how harsh i told him it's impossible,
he just refuse to give up.
he just smses me every now & then,
from morning till mid-night,
making me super irritated.
i hate guys who pesters me.
worst still, he's a guy who lies and nearly costed my reputation to go downhill.
now tell me, shld i give him another chance?
definately a NO.
and i swear one more time he smses me,
telling me to give him one more chance,
i'll surely rant on him.
cos i have my limits.
and he's going overboard.
urgh, such guys are losers. (:
hmmphs,
i just watched xu wei lun's ying yue hui.
shall post the urls here.
i cried like some emoshit just now. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYFXwQRwBXs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6bWWr074Kg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ge29HfUfaw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sh4pD1laNmg
alrights,
i shall sleep now.
long john with zhenyi tml. (:
BYEBYES world.
finally it's 21st.
and you're coming back real soon.
take care & imy my friend. (:
i hope to see you continue studying.
dont give up.
and dont disappoint your mom's expectation.
cherish and appreciate her everything.
cos she did it for you. (:
imy.
what we could have been, 2/21/2007 03:46:00 AM.
Monday, February 19
it was you who showed me the world;
making me realised it's so big out there.
it was you who made me learn lots of new stuffs;
telling me things which i dont know.
it was you who made me look forward to my day;
looking forward to your arrival.
it was you who made me fall in love with my job;
cos you're the reason of my smiles.
it was you who gave me the courage;
to follow my heart & choose the course i wanted.
it was you who taught me to see both side of the coin;
proving to me that stars could be seen actually.
it was you who gave me such patience;
explaining to me everything clearly.
it was you who made my day;
with your smiles & words.
it was you who made my heart raced;
making me realise i like you.
probably you aren't that great as what i've mentioned;
but to me, you are.
probably you didnt expect your words to have such a big impact on me;
but to me, indeed it is.
i like you.
but does it matters for now?
22nd feb 'o7;
3 more days and you're back.
imy.
what we could have been, 2/19/2007 01:35:00 AM.
oh, hi. (:
lunar new yr was fun.
ang paos collections,
tasty lunch & dinner,
goodies and drinks,
greetings & shaking of hands. (:
esp the gatherings with my cousins.
from both maternal & paternal sides.
i'll blog after all 3 days.
or else i'll be stucked no where,
making myself super busy & tired.
well, provided i remember everything. (:
no promises, but i will try. (:
ohwells,
it's bed time already.
cos i'm dead tired.
visitings tml again.
-grins.
BYEBYES world. (:
happy new year. (:
our muffin promise. (:
your mom spoke to me.
i miss her lots, really.
she told me you're happy with your coffeebean job.
& i'm happy for you. (:
lunar new yr was fun.
ang paos collections,
tasty lunch & dinner,
goodies and drinks,
greetings & shaking of hands. (:
esp the gatherings with my cousins.
from both maternal & paternal sides.
i'll blog after all 3 days.
or else i'll be stucked no where,
making myself super busy & tired.
well, provided i remember everything. (:
no promises, but i will try. (:
ohwells,
it's bed time already.
cos i'm dead tired.
visitings tml again.
-grins.
BYEBYES world. (:
happy new year. (:
our muffin promise. (:
your mom spoke to me.
i miss her lots, really.
she told me you're happy with your coffeebean job.
& i'm happy for you. (:
what we could have been, 2/19/2007 01:24:00 AM.
Sunday, February 18
happy chinese new year. (:
wellwell,
my malay neighbours just gave us some home-made new yr goodies.
& it's my favourite, cornflakes. (:
and i finished half a tin in less than a day.
HEHHES. (:
went grams house for reunion dinner.
it was just BORED.
cos the age gap between the cousins is too big.
the youngest cousin is only a yr smaller than me.
and it's hard for us to communicate, somehow.
although we did talk,
and discussed maple together,
but it's still bored.
making me nearly fall asleep when i was listening to mp3.
countdown with twinnie online,
sms-ed hell lots of people.
wishing them a happy new year. (:
wore clothings for my cutest ah boy.
and indeed, he is cute. =DDDD
i go super high when i look at those photos.
cos he uper uper cute. (:
awwww..
tml will be going ah ma's hse for lunch.
and i'm SUPER looking forward to it. (:
cos i'm meeting those beloved cousins.
and the grams i love alot.
photos tml. (((:
ohwells,
i'm gonna sleep now,
it's already 4am.
BYEBYES world. (:
pls bless that he's safe & sound.
cos i'll be worried. :(
you didnt reply me.
but still, happy new yr.
imy.
wellwell,
my malay neighbours just gave us some home-made new yr goodies.
& it's my favourite, cornflakes. (:
and i finished half a tin in less than a day.
HEHHES. (:
went grams house for reunion dinner.
it was just BORED.
cos the age gap between the cousins is too big.
the youngest cousin is only a yr smaller than me.
and it's hard for us to communicate, somehow.
although we did talk,
and discussed maple together,
but it's still bored.
making me nearly fall asleep when i was listening to mp3.
countdown with twinnie online,
sms-ed hell lots of people.
wishing them a happy new year. (:
wore clothings for my cutest ah boy.
and indeed, he is cute. =DDDD
i go super high when i look at those photos.
cos he uper uper cute. (:
awwww..
tml will be going ah ma's hse for lunch.
and i'm SUPER looking forward to it. (:
cos i'm meeting those beloved cousins.
and the grams i love alot.
photos tml. (((:
ohwells,
i'm gonna sleep now,
it's already 4am.
BYEBYES world. (:
pls bless that he's safe & sound.
cos i'll be worried. :(
you didnt reply me.
but still, happy new yr.
imy.
what we could have been, 2/18/2007 03:34:00 AM.
Saturday, February 17
oh well,
i did some last min shopping.
for my heels.
it took me 2 hours,
walking up & down.
here and there.
& i finally got it.
althought it's not very nice,
but, whatever. (:
took a cab down to working place again.
there were SO MANY ppl waiting for cab.
and i walked plus waited for 20 mins to get a cab.
someone, please stop me from taking cab. (:
i am super hungry now.
cos mummy & daddy is doing some last min shopping too.
therefore they didnt cook.
and from morning till now, 4.08am,
i only ate 4 spoons of claypot rice,
& a bar of kitkat chunky white. -.-
totally grouchy, my stomach i mean. (:
burrrrr,
looking at that blueberry muffin makes me so tempted.
but.. nope, i'm not gonna eat it. (:
hmmps, sweetness was definately felt when i received the sms.
=DDDDDDD
alrights,
i shall get some sleep now.
before my dad yell at me. (:
before i go,
post a photo of what i'm gonna wear on 1st day. (:
comments please?
BYEBYES world. (:
take care. <3
have fun. (:
i know you're the one,
the one praying who is always praying for my mr right to come.
i know i know.
if mine came first,
den it's my turn to pray for yours. (:
take care & imy.
i did some last min shopping.
for my heels.
it took me 2 hours,
walking up & down.
here and there.
& i finally got it.
althought it's not very nice,
but, whatever. (:
took a cab down to working place again.
there were SO MANY ppl waiting for cab.
and i walked plus waited for 20 mins to get a cab.
someone, please stop me from taking cab. (:
i am super hungry now.
cos mummy & daddy is doing some last min shopping too.
therefore they didnt cook.
and from morning till now, 4.08am,
i only ate 4 spoons of claypot rice,
& a bar of kitkat chunky white. -.-
totally grouchy, my stomach i mean. (:
burrrrr,
looking at that blueberry muffin makes me so tempted.
but.. nope, i'm not gonna eat it. (:
hmmps, sweetness was definately felt when i received the sms.
=DDDDDDD
alrights,
i shall get some sleep now.
before my dad yell at me. (:
before i go,
post a photo of what i'm gonna wear on 1st day. (:
comments please?
BYEBYES world. (:
take care. <3
have fun. (:
i know you're the one,
the one praying who is always praying for my mr right to come.
i know i know.
if mine came first,
den it's my turn to pray for yours. (:
take care & imy.
what we could have been, 2/17/2007 04:09:00 AM.
Friday, February 16
oh hi. (:
since i have some time before meeting zhenyi for pedicure session,
i better blog.
cos i'll probably be too tired tonight after working.
sakae with manda.
eating with that cheeky girl is definately fun.
actually, eating sakae isnt planned earlier on.
just that she called me for a chat in that morning,
and god knows why,
the conversation was pulled till sakae.
and we suddenly became SUPER hungry.
so, we just met up for sakae lunch. (:
we're those steady girls.
heheehs. (:
we ordered 15 plates in a go,
making those ppl sitting ard us shocked.
we could simply see,
"wow, 2 small-sized girl eating 20 odd plates."
on practically everyone's face.
=DDDDDDD
and we chatted everything under the sun.
from mine to hers.
from his to theirs.
from them to us.
LMAO.
but becos both of us starting work at 5pm.
so we could chat for long. :(
both of us took a cab down to work.
and i spend more than $20 in 2 hours.
on just food & cab fares. -.-
i love amanda kee ke hui. (:
tp love with bgss-ians. (:
i've mentioned before.
i went tp to apply for jpsae.
gp's gang accompanied me thru out.
even when i waited for my turn to the interview.
and when i went in for the interview.
everyone waited outside for me.
hmmph, ard 7 ppl.
and i'm so touched.
cos i thought they will leave first.
becos the interview took bloody 40 mins. -.-
afterwhich, we went for milo break.
and played ard tp.
went for fish & chip lunch.
and made hell lots of noises.
esp their dirty talks.
and super humourous jokes. (:
and i found another long lost YWCA friend.
donavan. (:
all of us separated at ard 4plus.
cos most of us need to start work at 5pm.
p/s,
my sis's bf bought her this for valentine.
and that kuku sis of mine says it's a waste of money.
ultimate irrating. -.-
lastly,
i've finally started using photoshop.
and tried out some effects. (:
alrights, shall show you guys with my first edited pic. (:
not very nice i can say.
but just some trying out of effects. (:
since i have some time before meeting zhenyi for pedicure session,
i better blog.
cos i'll probably be too tired tonight after working.
sakae with manda.
eating with that cheeky girl is definately fun.
actually, eating sakae isnt planned earlier on.
just that she called me for a chat in that morning,
and god knows why,
the conversation was pulled till sakae.
and we suddenly became SUPER hungry.
so, we just met up for sakae lunch. (:
we're those steady girls.
heheehs. (:
we ordered 15 plates in a go,
making those ppl sitting ard us shocked.
we could simply see,
"wow, 2 small-sized girl eating 20 odd plates."
on practically everyone's face.
=DDDDDDD
and we chatted everything under the sun.
from mine to hers.
from his to theirs.
from them to us.
LMAO.
but becos both of us starting work at 5pm.
so we could chat for long. :(
both of us took a cab down to work.
and i spend more than $20 in 2 hours.
on just food & cab fares. -.-
i love amanda kee ke hui. (:
tp love with bgss-ians. (:
i've mentioned before.
i went tp to apply for jpsae.
gp's gang accompanied me thru out.
even when i waited for my turn to the interview.
and when i went in for the interview.
everyone waited outside for me.
hmmph, ard 7 ppl.
and i'm so touched.
cos i thought they will leave first.
becos the interview took bloody 40 mins. -.-
afterwhich, we went for milo break.
and played ard tp.
went for fish & chip lunch.
and made hell lots of noises.
esp their dirty talks.
and super humourous jokes. (:
and i found another long lost YWCA friend.
donavan. (:
all of us separated at ard 4plus.
cos most of us need to start work at 5pm.
p/s,
my sis's bf bought her this for valentine.
and that kuku sis of mine says it's a waste of money.
ultimate irrating. -.-
lastly,
i've finally started using photoshop.
and tried out some effects. (:
alrights, shall show you guys with my first edited pic. (:
not very nice i can say.
but just some trying out of effects. (:
what we could have been, 2/16/2007 01:38:00 PM.
wellwell,
actually i wanted to blog.
but i was carried away by photoshop.
and now,
its 4am already.
i need to get some sleep,
and if twinnie knows i'm not asleep yet,
he will probably kill me. (:
so,
i'll try to blog tml.
& photos are coming up,
so stay tuned. (:
and, i'm off to bed for now. (:
BYEBYES.
the worst thing a guy could lie abt is,
his feelings towards me.
imy.
actually i wanted to blog.
but i was carried away by photoshop.
and now,
its 4am already.
i need to get some sleep,
and if twinnie knows i'm not asleep yet,
he will probably kill me. (:
so,
i'll try to blog tml.
& photos are coming up,
so stay tuned. (:
and, i'm off to bed for now. (:
BYEBYES.
the worst thing a guy could lie abt is,
his feelings towards me.
imy.
what we could have been, 2/16/2007 03:46:00 AM.
Thursday, February 15
today isnt a good day for me.
i broke down.
partially becos of him,
and some other undefine reasons.
as usual,
i hate truths & reality.
esp when it's coming out from him.
yeayeas,
probably i'm the one thinking too much.
imaging things & stuffs.
but somehow, i hoped that wasnt his reply.
cos it's the pierce in the heart that hurts.
i guess i need some time to myself.
to really think is this what i want.
and also think what shld i do next.
alrights,
tata for now.
BYEBYES.
可不可以不做你的朋友?
i broke down.
partially becos of him,
and some other undefine reasons.
as usual,
i hate truths & reality.
esp when it's coming out from him.
yeayeas,
probably i'm the one thinking too much.
imaging things & stuffs.
but somehow, i hoped that wasnt his reply.
cos it's the pierce in the heart that hurts.
i guess i need some time to myself.
to really think is this what i want.
and also think what shld i do next.
alrights,
tata for now.
BYEBYES.
可不可以不做你的朋友?
what we could have been, 2/15/2007 04:07:00 PM.
Wednesday, February 14
happy valentine's day. (:
wellwell,
shall post a short one.
cos i'm super tired.
slept at 4am last night,
and woke up at 7am, 9am & 11am.
means, i barely slept. =\
okayokays,
today is valentine,
& i spend mine at the kiosk.
cos i'm working. :(
and it's super down to see guys come in to buy roses, and chocs for their gf.
it's not the stuff they bought which made me jealous.
it's the smile that had after buying it.
awwww, where's my mr right?
HAHHHAS. (:
anyway,
went tp with bgss-ians today.
cos he asked me to appy for JPSAE.
higher chances to get into the courses i want.
hmmph, tp is quite big.
and the interview was quite alright.
afterwhich, we had western food for lunch.
& rushed home to get my stuffs for work.
work was quite alright,
except for those sweet couples,
and smiles on those bf's face.
cos i'm totally jealous.
LOL. (:
he promised to fetch me tonight.
but he told me beforehand he's not driving his car.
& he probably will be borrowing his dad's car.
so i just uh-huh cos its not the car that matters.
so before packing up,
i went to the toilet.
thinking he might not be here that fast.
and when i came out,
i saw a red ferrari pumping petrol.
i was totally shocked by a ferarri.
cos the cars here are usually..
bmw, mercs, bettles & all in convertible style.
it's my first time see-ing a ferarri here.
cos i usually see them parking outside some hotels in orchard or in some mansions.
but my jaws totally dropped when the driver came out.
it was him. -.-
i smacked myself real hard,
& stared at him,
thinking it was just my illusions.
but omg, it was really him.
& it's my first time sitting a ferrari.
hmmph, i still thinks his bmw suits him more.
cos ferarri is not as comfortable compared to a bm.
and it's quite squeezy inside cos it's 2-seater.
he's rich, very rich i guess.
but being rich doesnt means anything.
cos somehow, i hate some rich brats.
ohwells, pls bless he's not that kind. (:
hmmph,
today will be the last trip home.
cos he wont be free tml,
and he's leaving hk on fri,
and will be there more than a week.
CRIES.
now tell me, how to survive?
burrrrrr.
i miss star-glazing. :(
i'm going to sms you real soon.
all you wanted is just friends.
wellwell,
shall post a short one.
cos i'm super tired.
slept at 4am last night,
and woke up at 7am, 9am & 11am.
means, i barely slept. =\
okayokays,
today is valentine,
& i spend mine at the kiosk.
cos i'm working. :(
and it's super down to see guys come in to buy roses, and chocs for their gf.
it's not the stuff they bought which made me jealous.
it's the smile that had after buying it.
awwww, where's my mr right?
HAHHHAS. (:
anyway,
went tp with bgss-ians today.
cos he asked me to appy for JPSAE.
higher chances to get into the courses i want.
hmmph, tp is quite big.
and the interview was quite alright.
afterwhich, we had western food for lunch.
& rushed home to get my stuffs for work.
work was quite alright,
except for those sweet couples,
and smiles on those bf's face.
cos i'm totally jealous.
LOL. (:
he promised to fetch me tonight.
but he told me beforehand he's not driving his car.
& he probably will be borrowing his dad's car.
so i just uh-huh cos its not the car that matters.
so before packing up,
i went to the toilet.
thinking he might not be here that fast.
and when i came out,
i saw a red ferrari pumping petrol.
i was totally shocked by a ferarri.
cos the cars here are usually..
bmw, mercs, bettles & all in convertible style.
it's my first time see-ing a ferarri here.
cos i usually see them parking outside some hotels in orchard or in some mansions.
but my jaws totally dropped when the driver came out.
it was him. -.-
i smacked myself real hard,
& stared at him,
thinking it was just my illusions.
but omg, it was really him.
& it's my first time sitting a ferrari.
hmmph, i still thinks his bmw suits him more.
cos ferarri is not as comfortable compared to a bm.
and it's quite squeezy inside cos it's 2-seater.
he's rich, very rich i guess.
but being rich doesnt means anything.
cos somehow, i hate some rich brats.
ohwells, pls bless he's not that kind. (:
hmmph,
today will be the last trip home.
cos he wont be free tml,
and he's leaving hk on fri,
and will be there more than a week.
CRIES.
now tell me, how to survive?
burrrrrr.
i miss star-glazing. :(
i'm going to sms you real soon.
all you wanted is just friends.
what we could have been, 2/14/2007 10:43:00 PM.
i just submitted my applications.
kinda stressed.
ohya,
check out my new windows vista. =DDDD
&, my PHOTOSHOP. (:
what we could have been, 2/14/2007 04:34:00 AM.
